...I hate doing this...but can anyone help me with the hospital bill? I got then to agree to $25 a month minimum and the first payment is today and of course, Mog once again forgot to leave me with anything to pay it. I also have to get that other $21 bill taken care of by end of week or I go to court. All I have is $2...I still cannot believe the heart specialist is sending lawyers after me for a balance due of exactly $20.33.
You guys remember what makes this Whelpday so special, right? Then add not just the deciding of if I make a Shaman, but also the Council.
This upcoming Whelping is extremely important to me. It'll only happen once in this life and its significance is overwhelming. This Whelping I will be turning 33 on the 9th day (9=third multiple of 3) of the 3rd month at 3:33am.
It is also the day I either become a Shamanic Walker...or not.
The Immrama was very intense...and for those that recall, I also have the Council on me too. I hope to write about my journey soon...maybe it'll touch someone else...it's changed everything. I believe they are waiting to see if I reach the end of this path and become a Shaman. So far I have flown over expectations even if my own. My birthday in March would be the deciding moment; which is also why I stressed its importance and symbolism before.
I'm nervous...I won't lie...and a lot of what I've already gone through in this has been...so hard...trying...but the changes!! Oh guys...I cannot wait to tell you...Changes to me, my life...my Self. What I've seen and done and heard. The places this path has shown me, the things I have remembered. Then there's the changes that have happened in my physical life.
I'm a little late, but did you get the money you need?
Luckily, yes; and also a little extra from others wishing me to have a good Whelpday. It means a lot that you care to ask, and knowing you care means the world.
If I could help, I would! So so sorry dear! ;-;